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Life misses another aim

Shot dead is the vulnerability 
fear of losing the warmth of your shadow besides me is still alive
hiding behind the mountains of bitter realities
fingers are placed firm on the trigger
breath unsteady,mind perplexed
memories flushing attacking like a thunderbolt
unable to focus;body raging with maximizing jolt
vision unclear , clouds of dismay covering the sky above
and with that life misses another aim

Numb

Crinkling of leaves being crushed under the feet is the only sound that can be heard
in these cold and lonely nights;
everything seems quiet,still at its place even the blood running in the veins has started to freeze due to the winter breeze;
smell of burning ashes in the alleys fireflies circling around,dancing in the dark valleys
as a leaf falls each time my heart drops down taking me back to the time
when everything failed to drive us apart;
the promises that were made, the beautiful moments that were shared now seems a million miles apart
the cold wind blows penetrating  into my nerves making them calm,pain subsides for an instant
until I got reminded of the past once more leaving me numb'..

In my Solitude

In my solitude,
I sketch, I draw, and I paint,
A portrait of my flower, never to fade,

And the home of laughter unrestrained.

In my solitude
I see, I think, and I plan,
A tomorrow buried in fun,
A future engulfed with love,
And a life, the colors of a dove.

In my solitude,
I sob, I cry, and I weep,
For the unity, we could not keep,
For the laughter, we share no more,
And the play, we no longer adore.

In my solitude,
I sit, I stand, and I walk,
A path no man would trod,
A journey left for the waif,
And to a place of no relief

Words seems blur..

I have decided to quit writing not because I have lost interest in it but every time I start writing I could not help and lose control over my emotions...

Words seems blur now ,smudging along the page
Heart ignites as the feelings pouring out that have been trapped so long in a cage;
Nothing makes sense now
the more I add, the text still remains incomplete
as if I am fighting in a tough battle and accepted the defeat
The movement of pen is not just the same
the fingers keep on lingering ,hands keep on shaking ,
lost all the confidence now my soul is aching..
Nothing makes sense now ..every word seems meaningless
something has changed it all and everything will not remain the same
now whenever I hold the pen it stumbles, pages are moistened by my tears that flows that says it all that words are no more needed to heal..

Loneliness

Loneliness strikes me again
it seems as if I am giving up
giving up myself to the misery that has started to completely overwhelm me
fingers keep lingering on the page with unwritten words
mind swings time to time everything around seems absurd
palpitations increases as the past events are memorized
blood freezes utterly beneath the skin,feeling are paralyzed
A tear silently falls in between every smile
distances that were walked to lessen up the spaces ,still need to be travelled a mile
the coldness of your speech,the prison of all the memories
is driving me to such a place I had never visited before
where there's just me and my shadow and an unusual serenity...

SMILE AGAIN .

Smile to break the silence,
Smile to make a big difference,
Smile to change my world, your world,
And the whole wide world.

Smile to bring out the fears,
Smile to stop the tears,
Smile to hide the pain,
Smile again and again.

Smile to impress,
Smile to relieve stress,
Smile to each other,
Smile to feel better.

Smile to show your brilliant smile,
Smile to spread your infectious smile,
Smile to all people around you,
Smile so that others will smile, too.

Smile to your problems,
Smile to your low incomes,
Smile to build self-confidence,
Smile to feel God's presence.

You stepped deep into the waters..

You stepped
Deep into
The waters
Of my soul

Patiently you searched
For the precious
Stone

You found it
Warmed it
Caressed it
And gave it
To me
Unselfishly
As a gift

And now
It is ours
And we call it
Love

More than a leader...Imran Khan

A man who took hold of his leadership along with the vision of his founder in his eyes
A leader so pure and wise,
he is the hope that all hopeless hearts were searching since many years
wanted a leader who could free their lives from all sorts of brutality and fears
the thirst of freedom grew and grew until one day people wanted a change a change that could bring prosperity,tranquility and equality in their system
with the blessing of God he came over and conquered the hearts with his wisdom
those wistful eyes now started to energize
the true meaning of leadership that is what they realized
his aims and objectives are way too strong
may his goal of bringing justice in country may remain life long
his dominating personality males it too hard for his opponents to reach to his position
powerful words that he deliver are more than enough for his actions
a true leader,a patriot ,purified soul
a real man and dignified character in whole
the will power he possess is in- explicable
the supporters he have makes him more stable

a short prayer for him...
May god bless you with lots of happiness and make you successful in bringing a meaningful change
may God shower you with more will power than ever and protect you from those who are finding ways to let you down..

Beautiful poem for a beautiful friend

Be with the one who makes you happy

My Destiny

As I was lying numb on hot sand dunes like a dead mole 
you shoved off the dirt from my face and picked me up with your strong grip, thats when I found a mirage formed nearby
I hastily moved in need of water as my throat was bitterly driedfrom thirst
I stumbled upon the heaps of sand thats when you took hold of my hand
for a moment or so comforting warmth filled my body ,the blood that was about to drain out of me seemed to be in control
the thirst of reaching the desired destiny still ran down from nerve to nerve;
dry wind blew on my face , eyes became misty cause of the dust you wiped them away gently bringing back the clear vision of my desired destiny..

Stay

Tears flow down my face eases the pain and cleans away my soul
         
 I try my best to explain but you never understand

you don't do anything except of comparing yourself with others,

then you tell me that you love me and I give up fighting, love,

I dont know how to explain but baby you are more important to me than them

 stop comparing yourself with other, I'll fight for you when the time is right

 for now let's just hide,hide away in the world of our own where only you and me hold our souls

 live our life with the most merciful watching and have his blessings be showered upon us

 see the tear in my eyes,kiss away the pain and let me hide

 your arms are strong and they provide me support when i'm falling;

 don't go away cause right now all i can say is stay !...  

Lost

All I can feel right now is that I am lost Lost somewhere in this busy life Lost in the thoughts of someone I used to know My eyes see but mind doesn't perceives All I am is surrounded by strangers I feel the demon take control and as the time passes I lose myself in a trance trapped in a web,drowning in a sea frozen in the ice,just me and this silence

Time stops for no one

There was a time when strangers became friends
Silence meant trouble and darkness meant ghosts
tears meant fight with a sibling and being alone was the worst nightmare
there was a time when all I wanted was to grow up
become a teen and do fashion
now is the time when strangers smile means threat
silence means broken heart,darkness means a place to hide and break down
because no ghost is more haunting than the fear of made fun of
tears mean something normal and a part of daily life
Being alone means searching yourself lost inside
now is the time that I wish to go back in time
stop the important people from fading and be little again
stop that innocence right there and make that fire burn a little higher
Laugh hard with my friends and let the scars fade
but how do I go back now? because when we heard,we should have listened
that time stops for no one ..

You and your expectations

I try to be what you expect me to be
Give every effort,give away every tiny piece of me
Drained my strength out on you,didn't even left any of it
Still I can't stand up to your expectations
I am always there to let you down,I am always there to disappoint you
Now that I stand back and watch it all
I find that you were the one who failed me
I stood there praying that the ground won't fall through
Aced all your tests with all my strength
Still I am just not good enough
All I want you to do is
Stand back and watch me for a while
Watch as I write this down,Watch as I hold back all those tears
Feel the pain my heart is feeling,Feel it all and then tell me
Tell me why you never understand,Tell me why I failed those tests that you put me through
Cox I tried my best to be what you expect me to be
Give every effort and give away every tiny piece of me
Still I'll never be what youv'e expected me to be

An Empty Heart

A pit in my chest,
A dagger pressing into my heart,
Compressing my breath,
Can you feel how I feel?

The pain of being lonely,
It hurts even more than when you're alone,
Giving after you have nothing to give,
Smiling while you're miserable.

Knowing you'll never be heard, loved, or cared,
And your dreams are smashed,
Anything you want is last on your partner's list,
Money pays the bills, but it doesn't fill the heart.

I need time, attention, smile, and warmth,
I wait an open ear and a kind word,
A shoulder to lean on and a loving heart,
Only these will fill up an empty spirit!

SWEET MELODIES...

There are sweet melodies,
In our hearts,
Listen to every beat,
Fire up your feet,
And feel the heat.

When you're hurt,
Crying,
Shaking,
Remember all the parts,
Of our sweet melodies.

So when you smile,
Happy for a while,
Dancing with glee,
And feel free,
That's how you remember me.

ALONE.. !

I looked around and I am alone.
In a room with millions of old friends,
I am alone.
Faces that looked so familiar and kind,
Suddenly turned cold and hard.

Whispered words reach my ears
Voices all around
Ridicule
Pity
Sadness
Solitude
Lies
Right then I decided this wouldn’t happen.
I would never be alone again.

With that trust disappeared.
I feel like getting close to anyone will hurt me.
How do I know if people really care about me?
Life is trial and error.
I can’t risk having the error again.

All alone in a room full of people,
Nothing will ever be the same